“I know I will love you my whole life”

Yesterday night I was listening to some playlists, including one for marriage. And It was late ar night, the last song playing was the Brazilian “Eu sei que vou te amar”.

I uses to listen to this song when I was living in Japan, so much younger than today, and I’ve elected this por song. When I imagined the story of us, this was the song. 

In the lyrics it says “I know I will love you for all my life”; “waiting to live by your side for all my life”; “missing you and each time you return will compensate the time I’ve missed you”… 

I’m about to get married. In less than a month. And he is a really nice guy, we can be good together. But I know in my heart you were my soulmate, my true love, only this life made it impossible for us. And this song feels so true now, as it was 20 years ago. 

However, I wish for the best. For the both of us. 

Love you, Darling. Always.